Warrior

Warrior

I can’t help by looking for songs that I needed in my life current then I stumbled upon Warrior by Demi Lovato. How much I relate to this song.

Things went down last night, and I couldn’t even go to sleep because every single time I close my eyes, all I heard were the words and cries. It was then covered by my own cries as I lay on my bed feeling absolutely useless. There was nothing I could do.

I listen to every single word coming out from their mouth and every word they said, it broke my soul even more than before. It broke my heart, it broke my trust and it broke my life. It breaks me apart. Today is the day, when I realized I can no longer pretend everything is going to be fine. It will never be and I’m not sure if I’m ever going to be okay. I feel like I’m losing this fight with myself and I don’t know what to do. But I realized I have him, my brother. Even though we bicker a lot, but in the end he is still shielding and protecting me from all the mess. Even though he was too, breaking inside yet he protected me and I love him. I am thankful for everything he has done for me.

This is the last piece of me that I’m holding on for. For my Brother and for Myself.

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